Hmm… I had the same dream again. Although I had this dream 3-4 days go, it was still pretty vague. But after last night, it kinda shook me up a little.

Some say that dreams do not usually mean anything but to some others, they believe if you dreamed of a person, you shouldn’t be telling the person about it as whatever thing that you dreamed about that person will become true. So if you had a bad dream, DO NOT ever tell that person.

It started out with an outing among friends, just chilling and hanging out most of the night. In this dream, I had a younger sister (very weird because I don’t have any sis..lotsa bros but no sis) and she knows my friends and we all chill out together.

There’s this usual group of people I usually hang out with, we are into gaming. Then that night, while we were gaming with my friends (my sis in my dream was with me), I got a phone call at 10pm from my boss. He told me that I had to fly over to Maldives immediately. I was shocked and I quickly rush home, pack and took the first flight to Maldives. I was in such a hurry I forgot to fetch my sister back too.

So I call her on the plane and asked if she’s ok. She told me everything is ok and she’s fine with the rest of my friends. One of my close friend will send her back. So ok, I told her that it’s ok for him to send her back but she must be careful and to get home safe, even though that the guy is my friend, he’s known to be quite a sweet talker.

After a week, I was back in KL. I met up with my group of friends like usual but this time, something is different. Apparently my sis dated one of my friend and they were holding hands. I got furious and I scolded her badly (hmm…strangely I don’t know why this happened in my dream, I DON’T SHOUT AT WOMEN!! Hmmpfh).

Anyways, back to my dream. I shouted at her and she cried. I told her that he is not right because he’s not the right guy for her. She got upset and ran away. I didn’t chase after her (which I don’t understand why, I’m not that sort of person).

I didn’t see her for weeks, then months. My parents asked but I said I don’t know. (??????) I didn’t see my friend as well. Then suddenly it was Christmas!! (Ok…the dream is really getting weird… lol) I was at home watching Disney On Ice (again….???????) when suddenly I heard someone came into the house. Ok….. (this is the weird part) she came step into the room, her eyes were wet and she had cuts and bruises on her arms and legs. I ran to her to find out what had happened. She cried and told me that he had quarrel with that guy friend of mine (over a DOTA game….seeeee…I told you it was weird). I know my friend well, he known to be very egoistic and always hot tempered. Well, he slapped her when they were in the car. He sped off cursing and speeding all the way. When their about to reach home, while making a sharp corner, he hit the curb and the car overturned and it went rolling for a few rounds.

Ambulance came, my sis climbed out of the alive with only a few scratches. My guy friend, he’s not that lucky. He got knocked unconscious and had 4 broken ribs. (…ok…then this part became a bit blurry)

All I can recall now is that my sis walked home all the way from the accident scene. My mom saw her and cried while hugging her. Both of them crying and crying and she told my mom that she’ll never leave home again and she’s very sorry and regretted about the things that happened. And then I had this build of hatred in me, I hated myself for believing I’m right and it came true. So I started crying too… ( ok ok …I do cry sometimes…I’m only human). We were all hugging each other and then suddenly the phone rang……

Ok…the end.

Well, my phone did rang and that’s when I woke up…everything gone!! This is the second time I dreamed about it. The first time was rather vague. This morning is was more in detail so I thought that I would jot it down here in my blog.

Actually, what can a dream tell you? Could it be a sign or a signal for you to avoid or for you to embrace. Some younger generation will say that a dream is merely impossible and unlikely to happen in real life. But some of the people in my dream are my real life friends.

If dreams really won’t come true, then why do we have dejavu? So is there any string of truth in these dreams.

My mom did told me once, if you have a good happy dream, go ahead and live that dream. It’ll only make you happy and put you in a hopeful mood. Hopeful that if it did came true, it’s a good thing. But on the other hand, if you had a dream with a string of bad or not so good ending. Stop thinking about it and get on with your live. Don’t worry too much about the dream as bad dreams are only your unconscious mind telling you not to do things you might regret later.

I’ve always believed that there’s balance in life. Something must have happened or will happen that trigger such dreams. Let’s just hope that these dreams are just signs for us to avoid doing stupid things in our life.

Updates:

27 October 2007

Just had the weird dream again and it’s getting really freaky. And it gets more realistic every time! I just wonder why am I getting all these dreams? Is something gonna happen or something had happened? The story kinda reminds me of something and I can’t tell the person about it since it’s not really a good dream. I really hope that person is reading it now.

damnit!

Have you ever notice how boring a TV channel can be sometimes? The same old reruns, the boring tv host with his/her boring mumbling of boring stories. Well, thats not the case when you’re on a diet.

When I read the newspaper every other day. Usually it’s filled with ill-fated stories of murder, kidnapping, robbery and environmental decay. But the last few weeks, every thing I read in the newspaper is about food! Every page I browse through has got food pictures in it?! And when I’m back home, whenever I turn on my TV, somehow I’ll end up watching Discovery Home & Health channel instead of my usual Discovery Realtime channel.

I went for a movie the other day at GSC One Utama, while waiting for the movie hall to be open, I was checking out the movie poster. What I didn’t realised was, I was staring at Glitters Cafe food poster for a good 5 minutes! Sighhhh….

I’m in my 8th day now and I’ve already lost more than 5 kg. I’m into my 2 week now and I’ve more days to go.

I lost a few inches now and I feel good, at the same time…

I feel hungry too

When Datuk Seri S. Samy Vellu decided to impose a ban on superbikes from the highway, I was wondering what will happen if the ban proposal goes thru.

Many Superbiker enthusiasts already expressed their dismay with the decision not long ago by lashing out at Datuk Seri even before they sat down for a talk. Well, perhaps THAT’S the reason why he is angry and decided to go ahead with the ban.

In a recent news from The Sun newspaper today, Datuk Seri commented that many people called him up and supported his move to ban these Superbikers from the highway. Question is, who are THESE PEOPLE? If it’s so simple to call him and tell him things, can I just call him now to complain that the toll fairs are actually killing me! …. GUESS NOT

Well according to the paper, it also mentioned that Datuk Seri said that these Superbikers are a threat on the highway and sometimes hog the road. Well, I can’t agree more with that because sometimes I get the shock of my life on the highway when suddenly a superbike just zoom pass me unexpectedly. On top of that, these superbikers are not paying a single cent for toll. Maybe that’s the reason why he’s pissed. If everyone is riding luxurious high-powered bikes on the highway for free, I guess there’ll be less toll fees to collect.

Somehow I got the feeling that the situation will get worst for everyone, not just the road users. Don’t believe me? I’ve got prove!

We might have to pay toll to go to toilet?

Ok ok, I’m kidding but who knows??

Ok, nasi lemak roti banjir tosai paper. Bah Kut Teh with yau char kwai mee goreng mamak indomie goreng. KFC Popcorn chicken Chicken McDeluxe and nuggets. Mee kari mee jawa asam laksa ayer itam roti bakar telur setengah masak milo-o-ais kow double cheese garlic naan hokkien mee and korn chow hor.

Fried fish cake, rojak buah sotong bakar ambra juice. Deep fried calamari black pepper sauce chicken chop and garden salad. teh ais kopi ais mango lo and taiwan sausages. New York chicken sister crispy popiah domino’s pizza and lasagna. Lobak cucur udang and keropok lekor. Loklok fried siew yuk goreng pisang roti telur bawang garing!

Sorry, fourth day of diet. Not thinking right.

No solid food intake so far. Current calories count is less than 2000 and still going strong.

Ok, FTF E2 was a complete failure. Not that I haven’t lost any weight, I had gain more after that. Bummer! I had a few successful story on weight management many years ago. Since after I got to know Julea, things just got out of hand… or rather get into position… around the waist! Oh no, it’s not her fault at all that I’ve gone fatter. It’s because when I’m with her, I felt contented and nothing else matter… until now.

Lately, I’ve been having some knee problem. I love to play basketball and occasionally some futsa matches with my colleaguesl. Problem is, my knees are killing me. It’s giving me a hard time climbing the stairs and getting out of the car.

Being overweight is a bitch, so I decided to go back on my diet program and this time, it will stay, hopefully.

I’ve got the most important event coming up next year and I want to be in the fittest condition I possibly can. Losing weight and going on a diet is the toughest thing in the worldfor a man. It’s probably tougher than you having to go through STRONGEST MAN IN THE WORLD contest. Or perhaps tougher than qualifying yourself for AF5, 6, 7, 8 and etc. You need the determination and the discipline. Above all that, you need the courage. I’m not saying this just to make me feel better of myself. I’m saying this because I want to help others as well. I was a lazy fat boy once. But now I’m determined to lose those unwanted flabs and gain a new and healthy life.

Every time I mention about going on a diet, friends will laugh. Well, laugh as much as you want. Let’s see who gets the last laugh at the end. To those macho man wannabes out there, stop telling me what to do. You go to the gym, pumping those irons and working out those flabs is your way. Hate to tell you this, working out is really great, I know, but only after you lose the fats. Yeah yeah, I know, you can turn those fats to muscles but hellooo… knock knock, reality check, those muscles can turn back into fats anytime! So STFU and let me do it my own way.

To my brothers and sisters who are going on a diet right now, don’t give up! Stick to it and you can do it too.